TOO BIG TO TELL

Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah..

I just can't tell how much Allah loves His ummah

When you tryin to walk to catch His love,

He just run into you and give you hidayah

Allahu akbar!

Where was I for this 19 years? O Allah.. how much my sins?

Do I tryin to be near to You, Allah? Do I always grateful?

Do I always do good to my parents? Do I watch my mouth?

Do I keep praying on time? Do I keep reading Quran?

Do I give infaq with full of heart? Do I use syar'i hijab?

No, I wasn't. Wrong side, that was I. But Allah still lovin me... :"

His love is too big to tell

His karunia is too much to write

His hidayah just too beautiful

I just felt His love when I'm going 20...

Its terrible.

I can feel it when I was tryn to get closer with Him

I was learning from every moment I get through

By loving someone, I know how to keep this feelin

I know how to manage this feelin, I know I must love him because of Him

and I know I should leave him because of Him

No one know beside Allah.

I just pray and tawakkal to Him

Because we plan, but Allah decide.

Our duty for right now is reform our self,

Be a good muslimah as Qur'an and Sunnah taught us

Our pairs (azwaja) will come easily, and the are the reflection of our self:)

Because I want a good Imam to be a leader of my little family hehe

Who can bring me and my future child into jannah..

Such as Surah An-Nuur: 26.

"Evil words are for evil men, and evil men are [subjected] to evil words. And good words are for good men, and good men are [an object] of good words. Those [good people] are declared innocent of what the slanderers say. For them is forgiveness and noble provision."

MashaAllah..

Thank you Allah for the chance you gave me.

InshaAllah, istiqomah.. InshaAllah..

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